next Monday is Pete's birthday.
I wish I could send him a pack of beer.


then in December, Sam's birthday will be coming up.

Might have to be put to sleep. It's either that, or surgery, and money isn't our friend.
I'm not going into detail, but the reason why he has this thing is because he didn't get neutered.

YES
I am the most horrible fucking person and I want to kill myself for not nudging my parents enough to get him neutered. And now I am at that stage where I'm blaming myself and starting to get completely pissed over the littlest things. Which is why I just lost a friend, oh how love.

We aren't the most richest family you will meet, and we're low on money to the point where my mom just wants to put Willie down. And everyday at school I'm always thinking if right now at this very moment she's driving to the Vet's to get him put down.

I can't imagine going outside and not seeing Willie there. He is such the sweetest dog, I swear.
goddammit.

Well, my sister's trying to figure out something.

I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG
and then LFAT
and then Sleep Apnea
OH
AND THEN SHAMEFUL METAPHORS
AND THEN ROSWELL'S SPELL

SHIT IDK THEY'RE ALL FUCKING LOVE

I fear your eyes closing



Your real name: Denise
Age: 14
Height: I don't know. I'm 4 something. I'm really short. XD
Natural hair color: dark brown
Eye color: brown
Skin color: lmao, brown
Glasses/contacts?: Contacts
Piercings: i had some on my ears, but no
Tattoos: do want
Braces: i don't want
Mannerisms: I'm probably a huge bitch
Other distinctive markings: Joey scars

FAVOURITE
Colour: maroon, bitch
Band: Chevelleeeeee :> and then Slipknot, BFMV, Metallica, System of a Down, Killswitch Engage, etc.
Video game: Sims
Movie: Sweeney Todd, homes
Book: no
Food: pizza
Game on a cell phone: what
CD: Sci- Fi Crimes, Vena Sera, This Type of Thinking (Could Do Us In), Wonder What's Next, Point #1
Flower: a pretty one
Scent: that smell inside my high school gym. smells new and stuff. i love it
Animal: uh
Comic book: I have a Catwoman one, lmfao. the movie is horrible, though.
Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Cocoa Pebbles, Lucky Charms, Trix.
Website: CO, Myspace, Pikapet
Cartoon: Nathan Explosion, Pickles, Toki Wartooth, and then Brian from Family guy cause i love his voice.

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: no
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: yeah
Like to sing?: no
Have a job?: no
Have a cell phone?: yeah
Like to play sports?: i don't like sports with balls. lol. I don't want to get hit in the face.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes I do. tis my lovely lady, Clare.
Have a crush on someone?: he moved lmao.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: yeah
Have any special talents/skills?: raise my eyebrow, i don't know.
Exercise daily?: no i do not
Like school?: SKYDANCERS LOL mmmhmm

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: No
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: No
Speak any other languages?: I can't even speak my own language which is Spanish. sad >:
Go a day without food?: no. I get a headache that won't go away for at least 3 more days.
Remember your dreams: yes
Read music, not just tabs?: Yes I do
Roll your tongue?: sure
Eat a whole pizza?: Hell yes

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: no XD
Snuck out of the house?: no
Lied to get out of trouble?: of course
Had a computer crash?: lmao yes
Gotten lost in your city?: sure
Seen a shooting star?: no
Been to any other countries?: no >:
Had a serious surgery?: nope
Stolen something important to someone else?: naw
Solved a rubiks cube?: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: no
Cried over a girl?: for her XD
Cried over a boy?: no lol
Kissed a random stranger?: im not a slut, sorry :<
Hugged a random stranger?: no
Been in a fist fight?: no, I'm not an idiot.
Been arrested?: no
Done drugs?: all the time, homes.
Had alcohol?: no. it smells funny
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: i hate milk
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: indeed I have
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: nope
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: well kind of. I was dressed and then they announced it on the news.
Swore at your parents?: I don't know how to swear in Spanish. but I wouldn't.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: naw
Been to a casino?: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?: ants count right
Broken a bone?: no
Gotten stitches?: no
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: no
Made homemade muffins?: no
Bitten someone?: maybe
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: no
Burped in someone’s face?: I burp all the time <3

WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: this morning
Cried: a week ago
Went to the bathroom: an hour ago
Saw a movie in a theatre: June
Had a snow day: a looooooooooong time ago. This is Texas, homes.
Had a party: what
Went to a doctor: idk
Tripped in front of someone: LMAO okay yeah
Went to the grocery store: Sunday
Got sick: it ended today.
Got cursed: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Called someone: today

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: fruits
Black/white: black
Lights on/lights off: lights off
TV/movie: tv
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/cheque: cash
Pillows/blankets: pillows
Headache/stomachache: no
Paint/charcoal: well
Chinese food/Mexican food: Mexican is all I'm used to, homiehomehomes.
Summer/winter: Winter
Snow/rain: rain
Fog/misty: but my hair
Rock/rap: metal. i win. no I dont.
Meat/vegetarian: meat
Chocolate/vanilla: Vanilla
Sprinkles/icing: Icing
Cake/pie: cake
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: pool
Cookies/muffins: cookies
Wallet/pocket: pocket
Window/door: window
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: what
Pink/purple: purple
Cat/dog: catdog
Long sleeve/short sleeve: short
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: winter break
Spring/autumn: autumn
Clouds/clear sky: clouds
Moon/mars: mars
Questions/Answers: answers sure
War/Peace: when I see the word "peace", all I see is a bunch of people singing and holding hands around this god forbid earth. nothing will be in peace until we die.

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Do you believe in love?: sure
What's the most important kind of love for you?: what
Have you ever been in love?:
Been close to love?: no
If you have, with who?: NO
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: no
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: NO FUCK YOU
Are you in a relationship?: WAIT- WELL YES I AM
If so, for how long?: 2837294 years and 43 minutes years, today.
Do you believe there is someone for everyone: there's more than one homes
What is your idea of the best date?: in between a mosh pit <:
What was your first kiss like?: sexy
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: hmmmm
Do you think love is worth nothing?: sure
Best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex: lmao, we were making a necklace thing with glass and he cut himself then licked the blood :>
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: god, like 37
Have you ever been dumped?: no
Have you ever dumped someone?: no

I...
Am: alone
Want: Joey
Need: Joey
Love: Joey. no Sam comes first. FUCK. Joey's just so cool. D:
Hate: a bunch of people
Feel: sexy
Did: what
Miss: YOUUUUUU
Am annoyed by: that lame song by the tingtings.
Would rather: no im good
Am tired of: what
Will always: Joey

MISCELLANEOUS
What is your favourite genre of music?: Metal, Thrash Metal, Hard Rock
What time is it now?: 7:02 PM
How much money do you have right now?: 5 dollars. lmao I spent 60 dollars on photopaper for photograhy class :<
Are you hungry right now?: no
What are you doing right now?: watching Family Guy, talking to my girlfriend. :>
Do you like parades?: no
Do you like the moon?: yeah
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: go to CO
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: well

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: no
Cool?: no
Pretty?: no
Sarcastic?: indeed
Lazy?: definitely
Hyper?: sure
Friendly?: no
Evil?: no
Unforgettable?: no
Smart?: no
Strong?: have you seen my arms
Talented?: no
Dorky?: sure

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: drugs
Lonely: joey
Pen: you know what, i'll just put joey for all of these
Flower: joey
Window: joey
Psycho: joey
Brain freeze: joey
Strange: joey
Sassy: joey
Suffering: joey
Art: you can go fuck yourself

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: yes
Run away?: naw
Curse at a teacher?: No.
Not take a shower for a week?: fuck no
Ask someone out?: no
Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: no
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: TO VISIT MY SEXY CHICK YES. Well, we're gonna meet in Chicago for the annual Glove Burning Festival. (: (AKA the GBU).
Go scuba diving?: naw
Write a book?: hell no
Assemble a computer?: what
Become a rock star?: no
Have a long-distance relationship?: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmm
Marry someone you don't know?: no

LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY ) - ARRGHHHH...
What kind of computer do you have?: Vaio
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable): freshman,homes.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: yeah
How many posters do you have in your room?: 1. and then a photo of myself as a baby, lmao.
Who else should take this quiz?: my girlfriend

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"HELLOOOOOO"

I can never stop laughing at that.

ahhhh Joey i love you and your Metallica shirt.

I'm dogsitting them again
I have old pictures of Buddy
in my gallery.

somewhere in there
and Chancy too
i think.

Tomorrow is Warped Tour.
my brother is going
bands like In This Moment, 3OH!3, Underoath, and
well
i have no idea who else.
but he's only going for In this Moment
the only awesome band there.


but yeah Tyson's birthday is almost near
D:
and also the 4th of July
and then starting on the 4th of July, it will be 16
more days until
my birthday.
i'll be 14 and my brother and sister told me I got taller
which is hard to believe.
AND
at the age of 15
my parents are gonna want a--
well
i can't find the squiggly lined N so
no I don't want a fucking big party and no I don't want to feel like a fucking princess for my 15thbirthday.


but really nobody but Clare & Jodie will
probably give a crap
and I haven't even asked for anything yet

well yes i have but my mom's all
"ohhhhhhhhhh well you're too young for that"
i'm too young for my own camera?
goddamn I've been using my sister's cameras all this time
and she isn't too happy

YESSSSSSS AS I LAY DYING CAME ON

and goddammit
old Family guy
brian sounds funny
peter looks even fatter
AND MEG ISN'T EVEN MEG

in this vicious circle
we are all
brought back to life
only to die

aaaaaaaand BFMV came on.
:>


I have maybe like 5 photos of Buddy that I'll upload
once my brother comes back from the Warped Tour
then i'll take the camera
and possibly scan through all the Maria Brink pictures
and then load some Buddy pics.

caught in the eye of the stooooooorm

cwot
lol silly british bulletformyvalentine.<3


and good news

" Quote: Originally posted by ChevelleFan-Point#1
so wait when was this? I thought Sam was married?!! lol. I'm so confuggled lol.


June 27th "

and here I was thinking Sam was bad ass for having a black wedding ring
well Pete has one so
yes
Sam you're still bad ass

Slipknot came on<3
alright i'm gonna go watch some classic Family guy.